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OEDIPUS IN
Your god spake: You wiseacre
replied, made the grade, but still felt the vacancy. Later, when you
managed to master more, you boneheaded, put the blame on you, alleging
of having challenged the godhead.
You plucked your own eyes out.
Well done.
Stop blaring, give up
squealing, Oedipus, and enjoy yourself. Relax; we won’t harm you any
more than you already did. Besides, it’s your last dream. Lie down on
settee and loosen your belt and tunic. Straddle a little. You’ll feel
fine. But, don’t touch. Yet.
Indeed, it’s always rousing being unable to see.
No, it isn’t your angel
from Jeus, Oed. It’s our brunette team of angels at work.
Of course they’re a bit of
shaggy. Don’t be disgusted. They’re Ela, Maa,
Homesick, eh? All those
beloved lads of yours…and Chrysipos…of his…
Don’t get touchy. Of
course you were married to a woman. But do you have to remember, That?
Old happy habits, old Oed.
The very cornerstone of your culture. You’ve made a lifetime’s love
affair out of tuition. You’ve entangled loving with philosophizing,
constantly refining your sense of beauty. Your inflatus, reciprocal
loving, yoked the demon of Eros, forcing him in the accessory of soul
pregnancy. Nobody else has succeeded thus, ever since.
What do you mean; you are
not hearing your own voice? It’s a dream, Oedipus! It’s not Colonus
here, there’s not any here at all. But still cool, isn’t it?
Your trick of success, was
to disarm and debase the stronger pole wielding the Vio- lence of beauty
so imposing, that was hard to deal, so you had to fend. Um, good, eh?
Guess, who?
You’re a hypocrite still!
You are not addressing to your daughter, donsie Antigone!
No, naughty!
I’ll tell you! It’s the
woman that you banished! Not that Her Might was too strong to harness in
a task different from bodily parturition, as you contended. It was the
weaponry of affection neutralizing your rage. Now you rage for being
deprived of the love you shunned! It was only Diotima speaking in the
name both of wisdom and the goddesses! And recall, you had been at their
grove before you drowsed off.
You guessed right, I’m a
woman myself. But not of your kind. And I fear not your wrathful gods!
And for your knowledge, they’re but sheer usurpers. Your whole Olympus
has been occupied by a gang of malevolent, wanton, debased demi-gods!
I don’t give a shit about
your oracle! This is Bonobo land!
Your total civilization
relies on partition, separation, desperation! Twisted throng of
perverted Throne.
We’re not regarded even as
barbarians. We think of you and your civilization as ailment. We seldom
even think.
Death is but a pro-longed
sleep in mother’s bust.
Don’t worry about your
sons; they’ll successfully slaughter each other. You’ve got a little
time left before getting perpetually enwrapped in this dream. Find the
roots of evil, Oedipus!
Our little bacchanal won’t
tear anybody apart, splinter or spit, like the alleged chop-up of
Pentheus. What a scurrilous calumny for the fear of reviving Dionysus.
Poor Agave!
Of course, your gods are
going to make a hero out of you, Oedipus! Because revealing the
conspicuous, you managed to screen their most hideous, deepest hidden
secret, being simultaneously the worst victim and the best accomplice!
Now, if Hölderlin is
right, you must still have one eye left. Perhaps the Spirit is still
occluded inside the Egyptian rock, the one you, once upon a time,
accused of being half- animal and an infant, unable to speak the true
language of Logos. You must return. The signs are there. You, yourself
have been there, but never whole. Get back to
The tragedy was not
personally yours; just followed up your blood-handed gods.
You’ve got time, for time will
be repeating over you.
You almost made.
I’m not another
night-mare, I’m rather your night-apess, the apex before the downfall.
You feel the ancient
goddess of me. Of course there are not words to wreak the event; you’ve
been totally mute, have you forgotten, Oedy?
So, you really think, I’ve
spoken in words?
It’s inextricable, oh, old
boy, primary desire and dreaming; you whack off, reify, petrify, reign
on relics. What’s left is a wash of wrath, vengeance under the veil of
justice, prevail of no avail, for all your debacle.
Don’t rush; let your good
gods wait.
Now stoop. Now I’ll lean
over your loitering loins and my tongue will make all of you out; on the
other side. Awaiting. Contact the author : klausgeo@otenet.gr
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